Situation Update

The investment was well worth it. white magic in a bottle. to say the least, the plans working. i forgot to dump it into the fridge last night though. fermented milk in a bottle. yeuch...
prelims draw nearer. ive gotta pick up the pace.

prelims

prelims are coming sooner than you expect it. damn.

A Message To The World

i quote off some guy's newsletter. he really wanted to send this message out.

" About ten billion humans have lived and died on this giant ball of mud hurtling through space. (Interestingly, that's not much more than double the number of people who are alive today.) How many of those ten billion did anything of note during their lives? Maybe a tenth of one percent?
What about the rest? Well, incredibly they were willing to squander their irreplaceable, limited, precious life in dull, repetitive, mind-numbing boredom. And in many cases, this was a choice - it was not imposed on them like previous generations.
These faceless, nameless millions left nothing behind apart from a new generation of the same. They are all gone now; their names forgotten. They pushed humanity forward by not one inch. They were born; they consumed; they died.
It's sad to say but if the truth be told, 98% of gravestones... if they were to be honest, should simply state:
"Here lies John W. Doe. He was born; he consumed; he died." "

so very true indeed. our biggest regrets will not be that of what we did, but rather of what we didnt do.

Situation Update

today is a great day. a wonderful day. today is the day that gaining mass will be much more convenient. today...i bought myself a 1liter drink bottle. HAHA! 1L of milk straight from a carton and into my bottle. thereafter into my stomach. then into my bloodstream. then into the building of more actin and myosin!
on another note, went for the follow-up bloodtest today. everythings A-ok; back to normal. doctor didnt give me much confidence though. he said dengue is one of those weird things. unlike most other diseases, the more times you get it, the worse it gets. yeah, you do develop and immunity against it, but in the case it does happen again, you're in deep shit. something to the effect of hemorrhaging.that definitely doesn't sound good.
then he added that there're 4 subtypes of dengue viruses. that leaves me vulnerable to 3 others and the possibilty of the 1 now-more-dangerous strain.
i left the consultation room wondering ' am i really feeling better? '

Whoa..?!

man! hey fellas, what's more fun than blogging? well, i just found out it's tweaking the html format of your blog! haha! god i sure am behind times when it comes to this blogging business. but hey, never too late i say. the template you see here was originally 'minima black'. good job to me.

Answered in INK

i did promise someone i would answer the question in ink. so here goes.

great personality. easily likeable. rebellious streak. not afraid to do things. tends to follow feelings. cant say no? i dont know.

my verdict. careful who you mix around with. we all tow a fine line between knowing whats right and wrong. sometimes perhaps we don't even know whats right and wrong anymore.

noted for myself as well.

hospital overnight stay

ok it was TWO overnights. and man, i stand here a changed man. salut to those ppl who survived weeks on end in a place like that. its repulsive! urgh..i still have still knot in my throat when i..wait, did i say throat? i meant stomach. yeah i get knots pretty much everywhere when i somehow catch a whiff of that 'hospital stench'. must be the floor detergent they use or something, i just hope they didnt spread someone's puke across the hospital floors. the smell still haunts me man, really it does.
but on a brighter note, my dengues gone. though i'm left wondering what happened to my Common Tests. heh, from what i gather, not good.
so once again, just as im getting into gear for some serious gains, BAM! ,something happens. it's back to the drawing board for me. HST looks really promising.